Sorry for taking forever on updating. It's been eight days since I last uploaded anything, but I don't have much to talk about. Actually, I have TOO much to talk about. The thing is, though, that I'd like to tell my best friend. . .in person. . .in private. The problem with that though is that I can't tell my guy best friend because I have no clue how he'd react or if he'd ever talk to me again because of what I did. As for my girl best friend... well she's a different story. She criticizes every thing I do. Today at lunch - I don't know why or how - she tells me I flirt with everyone. ME! The quiet one, the one who is super shy. I flirt with everyone. I admit, that angered me. I don't do that. I'm not a flirt, as she so nicely stated. I am awkward and geeky around the opposite sex. I didn't say anything though because I know she hates to argue with me. So I stayed quiet. I know, how hypocritical of me since I just said last time to speak up when you can. My apologies. Anyway, so then I start talking about my plans to finish high school or at least try to get as many "off-campus'" as I can because I need to work. She says that it isn't possible. I say it is. She says that it doesn't work like that, I can't do it. I can't even explain how sad and mad I was. Why can't I just have one best friend who'll believe in me and support me? Why?....
My guy best friend... yeah, I don't know if I should tell him. It's something with me, a mistake I made, but I need advice on what I should do. Ugh! Sometimes I wish I could just talk to someone. Someone who I'm positive I can trust with my darkest secrets, someone who knows me. But it isn't possible. . . and that's life. Oh well. You take what you get, right?
Does anyone want to release any rants or anything? Feel free to do so. It'll let off some steam. Just type angrily on the keyboard (:
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www.wattpad.com/FlyingThroughLove/dimpleshik
My guy best friend... yeah, I don't know if I should tell him. It's something with me, a mistake I made, but I need advice on what I should do. Ugh! Sometimes I wish I could just talk to someone. Someone who I'm positive I can trust with my darkest secrets, someone who knows me. But it isn't possible. . . and that's life. Oh well. You take what you get, right?
Does anyone want to release any rants or anything? Feel free to do so. It'll let off some steam. Just type angrily on the keyboard (:
.
.
. or don't.
www.wattpad.com/FlyingThroughLove/dimpleshik